Lamborghini

28/12/16 (星期三)

Left few more days then 2016 will b end
You know what??
I saw Lamborghini right in front of my eyes!!!

The best excitement I received b4 2016 had end
Excited till now...

I wonder how will b the first Jan of 2017 will kick start my 2017 journey

Perhaps I will start to find job so that my life will b fullfil with something else extra in the future

I means no ones knows what will happened in the future, right?

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In 2016, I was nominated by many kinda of ppl to do this and that.

And I feel grateful that I had resign from public mutual and went for the trip with boon
Maybe after the trip, my time schedule gt a bit of rushing to complete my to do list
But I managed to complete it b4 the year of 2016 had end

Look back the days in 2016,
I had experienced up n down in BG relationship
Something which is theoretical in my mind set since the day I born till 2015
Until i met tyy n llf

Even though in the end I end up to b together with llf but i don't really know is this what I want either should I continue it

Things get complicated after he confronted me because of the matter
Not to say I was right, I know I'm wrong

But after the recovery of the cold war
Something has changed  I knew that something between us has changed

I started to received the facts
I started to b cold to him
I started to away from him

But my heart didn't always listen to the plan
I miss him
Getting insomnia in November even everything seems to b back as normal
Seems!!!!

Maybe I should end our relationship myself
But how???
I'm able to restraint myself not to find him
But when the situation vice versa,
I can't bear my own selves n reply him

What I should do
Can anyone tell me
Confusing...

Maybe just like anonymous said in the web
No matter how strong is the woman is, there will b a little girl hiding somewhere in the dark corner waiting for someone to notice, warm her up as she freezing

I felt myself fragile when comes to relationship
Is that because of I'm not experiencing it much??
How should I overcome it.

Please, I'm really need help.
Any light will shine to guide me, perhaps?